Private Log Entry..
For four years I have had my capsuleer license, four simple years. I have been in space since the beginning of my career with the Ishukone Watch back in YC 88, I envy the memories I have. So little responsibility, so little impact I made if I made a error on a task.
I remember how I was "granted" this curse, my unbecoming behavior.. causing dissent, causing nothing but problems for the people who promote dishonorable behavior like Heth, perhaps Pierta Kunno-haani was right. She was the overseer while I was detained for my actions, smart women, though in the end she was as misguided as me.
Would I do it again?
Yes...
I look back on it now, I may have been taught how to work with the veil of darkness over my head as many other Caldari citizens have over theirs today.. but that day is when it was taken off for me and I seen what corruption has brought to our people... Ishukone trusted me for this position for a reason, a reason beyond my grasp.. look what I have become.
I must continue this struggle, for the State when it needs me most.. when I need it most. The struggle that all capsuleers have within the heart of their very souls. Not between good or evil, I have come to learn its not that easy.. but between right and wrong, something that cant be written in a Corporate Policy, or Military Regulation but a Human sense.. a Human instinct all children grow with, and one that is stolen from them.
Executor-Revenent Signing Off
IshuNET Report #03-122-AL02=B
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